Friday, December 29, 2006
So, BIG apologies are due to Cagney, as my attempts at avoiding getting emotional in front of her means I distance myself from her. And that's kind of the hardest part of all this. We've been together nearly 10 years, and this year's been the best yet. Now, with this TTC stuff, I feel like we're jeopardising all that for something that may never happen. I know our relationship will survive, but we're losing what should be lovely days over the xmas hols to my TTC-related bad mood.
Cagney, I am so sorry.
Sorry to read about your early miscarriage - it must have been tough. I hope you are helping each other get through a difficult time - sounds like your donor-daddy is a good support too.
I too had worries about running after inseminating - couldn't find any evidence one way or the other, but I just avoid it for a couple of days after, to humour myself.
Good luck and keep blogging!